Life
I went on holidays, and as it always seems to happen, I did a lot of thinking about my life. At the beginning of December, I acknowledged that I was not in a good headspace. Yes, I'd gotten the ADHD sorted, and that was kind of under control (as long as I remember to take my meds, that is - be right back!) Okay, I'm back. Obviously, or I wouldn't be typing. ANYHOW... I was not in a good headspace. Everything kind of snuck up on me, and it wasn't like a dramatic breakdown that was obvious. It was a subtle shift, a slow decrease in my emotional capacity to cope with ordinary life. I was irritable, weepy, with very little energy or enthusiasm for anything that I used to love doing. Everything was difficult, and I had reached the point of just not caring. That place, where I didn't even want to try anymore. I was doing most of what I needed to do, but on autopilot. I found myself more and more sitting in my car, having escaped for a few minutes, wishing I could just b